A letter to my 4 year old self
When you feel misunderstood and envied, it hurts. That's totally natural and doesn't mean that you are wrong or don't belong. Every human has their own personality, that's what's makes us so unique and diverse at the same time. Your strengths, interests and skills have a different shape than those of your friends, and that's beautiful. Everyone of us is special, in our own way. And so we all share this common uniqueness.
You perceive many things at once, you can smell them, taste them and even feel them with your fingers. You understand complex topics quickly and you enjoy experiencing and exploring the essence of life sensually and in all depth. That's a wonderful gift.
When others notice this and it's maybe new for them, it could be confusing to them or scare them when they don't understand you. Maybe they haven't seen this before or they're curious how that feels like. Open up to their curiosity and share your experience, it brings out your joy and can show a new perspective to others - your perspective.
And maybe it encourages them to share their innermost feelings and experiences with you as well - and their perspective, which is special and beautiful in its very own way.
With your openness you go in contact with people and nurture bonding, in your own way. You bring a bright light into this world. Trust your senses and your inner guidance. In every moment, you experience life in deep and meaningful sensuality and in this way you feel connection, first with yourself. And then with the others. And that is so beautiful.
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